Perhaps if I set my phone in the right spot, or do the right things during my day, or say the right things, or ask the Universe for divine intervention, or learn my lesson, or gain perspective, or correct the mistakes I made with my ex, or talk to my mother, or cry to my therapist, or bug out on my friends maybe then the phone will ring.  Maybe you’re just waiting for me to be my best.

Why is it that you haven’t called?  It feels like a mystery.  It doesn’t make sense.  I’m not sure if I even like you or that we ever had a chance of connecting, but you were becoming a friend.  Why run away? Why plan for awkward interactions in the future?

Not clear why it is easier for some to runaway, when all I know how to do is go running in.  When it is so apparent that you aren’t interested, why bother disappearing?